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I initially intended to listen to Christian podcasts yesterday while I was on my way to work since I was so down and filled with so much sadness. I was exhausted. I don't even know what time exactly I slept. My laptop just ran out of battery and I didn't dare charge it to avoid … Continue reading The Minefield – Turn Depression Into a H.O.P.E Celebration
Current body sensations: Really tired body. Droopy and puffy eyes because of crying. Konti na lang I am hoping to sleep na. Current time: 12:11pm (Lunch break na niya) In the almost 4 years, have you ever felt, even just once or a bit, that he is what he says last march 8? The answer … Continue reading My realizations… My Mistakes.
Current Body sensations: Overthinking mind. Shaking hands. And bursting heart. I feel like SERIOUSLY, one of my heart's veins is going to pop. It's 11:38am and I haven't slept. I should've slept, on a regular day, at 9am. But I couldn't. There are a lot of things in my mind. I was so sure of … Continue reading Physical Heart Update – and the story behind it
A week and a day later, I still couldn't accept it. I couldn't believe that we had broken up. At some point I wish he could see this, or he'd be able to read this. But at the end of every thought, I swear I am crying. I hate to tell myself that no matter … Continue reading A week and a day later
I just got home from his house. I still couldn't forget the last thing he said to me. "Inabangan talaga." Lord, ipaintindi mo naman sa kanya. Ang hirap nitong sitwasyon ko. Andali lang kase sa kanya. Ang pathetic ko na nga kase di ako makapaglet go kahit sinabi na niya e. Andali kase sabihin for … Continue reading Pathetically Speaking
Lord please help me. How do I make the pain go away? It's too much to bear. I feel like getting stabbed in the chest several times and still end up alive. The pain is when you lost someone but is back from the dead. People are not afraid to die aren't they? They're not … Continue reading Lord Help
Each day for the rest of the days before I move on, I will constantly think about where it went wrong. I will always beat myself up in asking what I did. I will never have peace and always question myself on why you gave up on me, why you chose to give up on … Continue reading This is how you broke me
Attending today's church service: Dr. Ravi Zacharias I hope it was as easy to accept like when I was learning it. CHANGE is inevitable. I want to tell you if I may, how you broke me. The pain was excruciating, and you will never understand. I still hope you don't get to feel this because … Continue reading Changing Times – Unchanging God
Source: https://www.elitedaily.com/dating/open-letter-toxic-relationship/1378763 Dear 2014, It's been a while since the last time we spoke. I would be lying if I said I didn't still think about you from time to time. To be completely honest, there's a part of me that will probably never fully forget you. I remember when I used to think you could … Continue reading Everything You Want To Say To The Person Who Didn’t Treat You Right